I wrote this about eight years ago, back then I was a lay minister at our Church and obviously had deep faith. One night I was (as usual) unable to sleep and as I laid there, this started to come into my mind, line by line. A poem, of sorts.
Unfortunately I lost my ministry, I lost my faith, a long story that I have thankfully been able to let go of now. I was let down by the church in spectacular style and my faith disappeared, its hard to get used to being able to cope with pain and disability without faith, but eventually you do!
Until next time!