Not today!

I have been in constant pain for years, some days it’s low but when I say low I mean low to someone who is in pain everyday, its sometimes a 4 out of ten and I can deal with that and smile.

Two days ago I had a shower, showering always makes me feel worse but this time it caused a full flare up.

Last night I hit rock bottom, suddenly I’m realising what I’m missing, I’m thinking about what I’m going to miss over the next however many years.

I’m not after pity, I just want society to realise that we are not lazy and after a free ride, if I had a choice then I would be working, earning money to pay my own way and having a life outside of these four walls.

If I wanted easy then I would go into politics because that is an easy life where people’s taxes keep you in luxury for doing very little.

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Today doesn’t exist for me!

Until next time!

2 thoughts on “Not today!”

  1. Thought I would let you know I am thinking about you. In the same boat today as you know. Hope you find some reduction in your pain levels soon. I don’t think the changeable weather helps.

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